Just tired to be the first start something.
im kinda forget the "nothing to loose" ideology
now im kinda love the " take and give" thing.
kinda miss something in return.
its not material. but more than affectional.
too much giving and find nothing in return is actually kinda suck.
but i used to be that person. and tired to be that angelic role.
this is not really me .. but maybe i have to be this way..