bahagia selalu ya :)

Coba kamu lihat diri kamu?
Hebat dimataku selalu seberat apapun hidup menerpa kamu.
kamu selalu bisa membuat aku tersenyum membaca semua obrolan kamu bersama teman-teman kamu. kamu baik-baik saja, itu cukup untukku mengetahuinya.
selalu jaga keyakinan kamu ya , besar ataupun kecil mimpi yang sedang berusaha kamu raih , aku yakin teman-teman kamu dan mama akan selalu ada disana mendukung kamu.
aku disini, ditempat yang sama , selalu berdoa untuk kamu. kamu yang semakin hari semakin hebat dan bahagia dimataku.
aku bersyukur kamu dikelilingi orang-orang yang mengasihi kamu , orang-orang yang mencintai kamu. selalu bahagia ya kamu... apapun yang terjadi selalulah bahagia.. karna didalam kebahagiaan kamu itu ada banyak kebahagiaan orang lain :)

Dear Almighty God,
Engkau yang punya kuasa penuh akan kebahagiaan seseorang
bahagiakanlah dia selalu :)
pria yang hebat :)

.

part of me , dont you know. irreplacable.
i dont mind to keep it inside. let it be just like that
to thank God for letting me feel the magic
overwhelmed by all of the happiness whenever you are around.
i know i would just find the second best
because the best is already left away.

i never can forget how grown male and female try to figure commitment together
we work hard to make it work.
whenever you are around , i feel like i never alone.
even we both know that we cant always be there for eachother.

i still cant figure out why its so strong.
why the bond we used to have still invincible.
really dont wanna compare others toward you

many times i try , i failed alot of more.
would you ease this pain?
meet me in my dream , would you?

more thn just a gift :)

meet my sister
putri

Tepatnya tahun 2007 , saat aku terjebak dalam kebosanan dengan skripsi yang melelahkan itu, aku mulai main game online , one of 3D game . and i met a new friend there. her name is putri.
well .. sejak saat itu dia jadi adek angkatku. so fun talking to her, she`s always there for me.
and this december is officially our 4 years of being sisters. eventough we haven`t meet in personal yet. but i love her just like my own sister. she`s my walking diary. my bestfriend.
and today out of nowhere a package landed on my desk. its her name there as a sender. what a surprisee.. :* actually its not really that surprise cause she`s already inform me before that she`s sending me a gift. but when i get that gift lay on my desk its still a SURPRISE for me , thank you sister :*

here's the card with her original hand writting
what a touchy msg u wrote sister
*hugsss*



she give me this photo frame with my picture in it.
thank you so much sister
i really like it :*

before the package arrived she kept telling me " mbak jangan diliat harganya ya, maaf ya kalo ga sesuai harapan mbak " its kinda funny to hear that from her couple of time. hihihihihi..

the fact is.. i do know and certainly realize that this gift is more thn just a gift. its how you tell me that u care about me. and i do really appreciate it sis. u did a LOT for me that u are not even realize that you`re done well. your support is everything for me.
thank you for keep being a good sister for me. thank you for always there for me in my everycondition, thank you for always understand the way i feel for the man i love the most when nobody even let me spell his name again. thank you for always be a family for me , thank you for support me on my diet, my fam and my faith on him . i do cherish our friendship too sweetheart . *hugs*

never know

i never know what he feel about me before that day.
that evening i came to his house deliver a box of chicken.
i inform him about my graduation .
and i really surprised found him hug me and cried.
thank you so much white hair old man.
its so warm to feel your hand surround me.
thank you so much...
u never know how much its mean for me old man.
someday i`ll make your older brother proud of me.
and i hope you`ll feel the same.
:)

meet my ancestors

i am no one without them :) for everysecon that happen in my life i really thank my beloved ALLAH for letting me become part of them :)

me , my so very 90's supermom drg sulistiyatun , my grandpa Moehardjo, my grandma Ngadilah moehardjo, my superdad drg Kuncoro
-a very old picture-

and take a look what i`ve found


Karikatur Makde prawirosidarto
a very cool grandpa
*how i miss him so *



meet my grandma Ngadilah Prawirosidarto
garis muka yang sama dismua anak cucunya
*galak*
ohhh thats my legacy :P