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Wednesday, January 13, 2010

confession accomplished

.... akhirnya lega juga setelah membuat pengakuan ke orang-orang terdekatku. senang akhirnya bisa menjadi diriku sendiri ( nothing wrong with being my-own-self). akhirnya bisa finding out siapa sebenarnya pria yang selama ini aku cintai dan siapa mereka 2 orang wanita cerdas yang selama ini aku selalu bangga menyebut mereka sahabat.....

....start from U ....
it is because i really do heart U , ternyata apa yang selama ini aku pikir tidak mungkin aku jelaskan akhirnya bisa aku jelaskan. Karna begitu indahnya perasaan yang aku rasakan setiap aku bersama kamu.
how U take me with U riding oUr Rollercoaster. until the time U mentioned about Proposing . it is a long road. start from Noone became someone and transformed into the special one. both of Us trying so hard to ride our ship sailing together. But right after took some relationship`s rested i relize that whatever it takes i really should get over from being a jerk. And thanks GOD .. confession accomplished. even U choose the way that i dont expect to be the only choice but then nothing that i can do except being thankful to the GOD finding U forgave me and still want me to be Ur friend (( Seriouslyy???)) . even to be honest " U always know the answear for that". its been a month since we didnt talk and forgetting U is never work. i really cant get over U. i really cant get over this tears. and i really miss U and all the thing about U. i dont care what people think about U, cause for me U are man with quality indeed. if GOD asked me who do i want to spend the rest of my life with ?? then i`ll mention Ur name. everything happen for a reason. and being with U is the most valueable life`s experience that God gave to me. thank U s0 much for everything. thank U for all the laughter and tears. Miss the atmospher around U.for what is Worth, I love U always.

... and its is you gaise....
thank you so much for still here and hug me right after i told you gaise the truth. thank you for always listen and forgive me. thank you for value our friendship. thank you for always remind me that ME also have inner beauty and encourage me to be who i am. i never thought you gaise would be that kind after 2 years-jerk-artificial-thing that i`ve played. really cant say anything else except thank you. good friendship material. hope you gaise will always be my bestfriend.

.. and its YOU , my almighty GOD...
thank YOU so much for every role and every path that YOU`ve planned for me. thank YOU so much for always listen to me more then 5 times pray for 24/7. thank YOU so much for everything in my life. YOU never sleep and always hear what i pray. and i will not stop praying for the exactelly thing YOU`ve always know never changed. hope YOU`ll be generous to make that come true. matur nuwun ALLAH. im so glad finally i find the way back to YOU.

2 comments:

blastingadith said...

Forgiveness is choosing to love. It is the first skill of self-giving love.
~Mohandas K. Gandhi.

..Irna.. said...

thank you Tuan tua...
ditunggu ya blogs mu yang inspiring banget :P