..........

I am tired pretending..
like everything fine and prove im not that weak
i am tired trying...
wipe u from my mind...
like that could help me sober..

i am UNWELL..
maybe nobody understand..
or they just tired to understand me..
but i am so UNWELL..

i am fragile..
i am brittle..

i miss u..
and you never know that i really do..
never thought id be this so into you..


GOD..
i really wanna back to his arms,,
i Heart him so much