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Barusan sebenernya aku sudah menulis panjang lebar di note BB ku sebelum akhirnya berniat ku copas ke blogs indahku ini
Tapi tiba-tiba tulisanku itu menghilang.. FOR A GOD SAKE ga mungkin aku menulisnya lagi ha ha ha
Mungkin memang aku tidak diperbolehkan menceritakan semua ini secara gamblang disini.
Yang jelas aku bersyukur atas apa yang sudah terjadi kemarin.

Alhamdulillah.


Aku akan memulai hidup baru..

deadline for whiney lil heart

Dear heart,
Let's take this rocky forgetting thing as a heart builder so u could be stronger.
Let's the heavy rain accompany ur tears but when the rain stop falling u have to stop flowing.Cause nothing u can do ...

Let's pretending he's already die.
And a deadbody won't raise alive again.
All u have to do just pray for him.
So u can raise ur chin and move on.

**********

She have a big heart and I'm so proud of her.
She always down her ego and keeping a friendship well. Admiring the way she always come first. She's younger but more mature then me . I admit that.

I am a girl with a big ego..
I never come first for opening conversation
Never come first for saying sorry
I admit I'm not a good person
And I'm losing some of friend because of it.
Even the one I love most.

sigh

I know a boy.
Knew him for couple of years
He's actually fun to be with.
But he's juvenille.
Proven by this now-a-days situasion
When he's just make thing worse then helping to make it clear.
Its piss me up in the first place
But backthen I remember..
That he's just a boy.
And he don't understand.
Maybe I should buy him a diapers or something..
Any idea??

In Their ShoEs

She helps me in her way..
once in my way to close a book, SHE already gave me sign. But me, never stop trying.
And SHE still there guide me smoother. Because SHE know I'm stubborn. And SHE always have that big heart to keep HER eye on Me.

Many times in my way , lots of bestfriend never tired to warn me that I'm just too much too try. But me, still on my way proving something that I thought still can be fixed. And they still keep telling me a fact even its hurt me. Because they are "my bestfriends" , the one who I can trust to tell me the truth even its sometimes hurt me cause I know they do that for my good, because they love me for sure. And I won't misunderstood that affection. Like my sister "erma" said friends are fairies on earth.
That's why they never give up to keep me on track like what GOD did.